oops. I said later. but I lied!

So, in the end of my last post I said "later"...and I specifically pointed out that by "later" i meant the next day or so, not the next year. Now it's been nearly a year..oops!~ So much as changed. Honestly, as I look back, I feel like my past blogs weren't even written by me. Well, of course they were written by me, but I just feel like an entirely different person now. When I wrote my previous blogs I was still somewhat "dark", negative, trying to be "cool" to some extent. Now I really have no concern with being cool, in fact, I have developed the belief that there is nothing cooler than being cool with NOT being cool! I have found that I really enjoy the "lighter" things in life a whole lot, I've gained a much more positive outlook on just about everything - oh! And I'm a mom now! To a beautiful 13 month old girl named Brianna. She is my everything and I love hear dearly with all of my heart. Like I said, a LOT has changed. Much too much to record in just one blog entry. I am a student now, taking online courses, although I'm still not entirely sure what it is that I want to do, at least I'm on the right path, I guess. My life really just revolved around being a mom, and doing the next right thing in all areas of my life. I'm too tired to go on but I will write more soon...hopefully "soon" won't be in two years!